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ha! ha! [Monday May 21st, 2007 4:43am] [ mood | loved ] I LOVE YOU JOHN PINTO!!!! ::: (1) CMNT

wtf?! [Tuesday December 26th, 2006 10:16pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | my heart: paramore ] i swear. i do not know what the hell is happening in this world. it just hurts so much...i dont get him. is this how love feels? why are people so clueless nowadays? man...i dont hate him. what the hell? everything was fine then now its like i said something...he just says that he knows i hate him, and when i asked him why, he said "i dont know" man. it really hurts. it hurts so much. why are you like this?! I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU! I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU ANYMORE! WHY?! WHATS HAPPENING TO YOU?! you changed so much...i dont want to be in this place. why wont you just tell me. why? am just asking why? i dont get it. whats happening to you? whats happening to me? whats happening to us? maybe there shouldn't be any us. ::: (0) CMNT

ouch............ [Friday December 22nd, 2006 1:53am] [ mood | bitchy ] i dont know why im so freakin' pissed right now. man, it really hurts when you like this person so much and you treat them like crap. they take it all in and they say they'll love you forever...but one day, they just start to make you feel like crap...the same way they made you feel earlier. is it all coming back? karma or something? damn. whatever. one day he's just mister nice guy...the next he's, hey-im-a-hottie-and-all-the-girls-are-running-after-me. i can hear him nag about the way i changed and everything...how i was such a good girl and all...now im one rocker-babe-with-different-aspects-bad-ass-black-loving-bitch. i dunno. i dont even give a damn about the girls and everything, i just notice the way he deals with them...it pisses me off. yeah yeah yeah maybe he's just being nice right? tsssss. a guy? with girls? yeah right. common, anyone would admit that they'd love the attention their getting...i just read all the txt messages on his phone last night, and as much as i wanted to show him how hurt i was...i didn't. im one strong person who does not want to fall...yeah sure...all the girls flirting with him...all the messages and stuff...bullcrap. why cant they get the fact that he has someone else? talk about DESPERATE. and the problem is...HE'S actually playing along to it. i know their tactics and shit. duh? im a girl. of course, they'll come running to you when they have problems just so you'd notice, and they'll make it seem as if they have no one on earth to talk to, just so they'd make others think that what their doing is some harmless "friend-to-friend" thing but in REALITY...it means something else. why cant guys just get the fucking picture?! are they acting stupid? or are they just STUPID? man. they should get a clue. its what they do that makes you wrapped around their finger and make it look like its something else while its not...what do these people want? a hindrance? simply...a friend? hello?! their already giving signals that they like you...based on what i read, it seems like they do. complements, "i-need-your-help-call-me-now" shit and "hey-i-have-nothing-to-do" stuff. it hurts. i just hope you know that. it just came to me now, you're not mine anyway...do what you wanna do...and ill do what i wanna do... maybe its just not working for me. ::: (0) CMNT

long time.. [Thursday October 5th, 2006 8:23pm] wow...its been a month i guess? since i've written anything here...second year has been very busy and i thought it was suppose to be the easiest...=P tomorrow's report card day and im really nervous... we have KKK today in school but i had to be absent cause i got sick and i dint like my courses anyway...i hope my friends are having fun though...:) man am tired...were having badn practice here in my house later when we all meet up in galle first. OH AND GUESS WHAT?! last saturday we watched Aladin in greenbelt with Cue Drama Club and then my bestfriend Zelle and i went to Matrowalk to watch the Rockmoto Concert!!! it was soo fun cause 15 amatuer bands will play and 6 prof. bands will play tooo URBANDUB, PEDICAB, SANDWICH, DICTALICENSE, RIVERMAYA AND THE BEST OF ALL CHICOSCI!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!! i still got got a hang over cause of the *starstruck* we got a pic with miggy chavez, which i must say is the best person you could ever meet. hahahahahahahah to make the long story short, we went home happy...and we slept happy. so there...i guess that's about all i gotta say for now... ::: (0) CMNT

weekend.... [Sunday August 6th, 2006 6:20am] [ mood | flirty ] last friday i went to promenade with my friends...it was so fun cause it was the time that trixie and i got to spend time together...it's been quite a long time...hehe =P uhm..yeah...i got to see john so im happy:) then yesterday...i went to rockwell with meryll and we checked out some cool stuff in the stores...hahahaha yeah.:)) i really dont have much to say that's why i havent been updating my lj...all i have to say is that... IM HAPPY. :D ::: (0) CMNT

last saturday!!! [Monday July 24th, 2006 3:31am] [ mood | loved ] waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!! CHICOSCI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i saw them!!!!!!!!!!!!! waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i love chicosci. all i can say is... FORTIORI is love. ::: (1) CMNT

[Saturday July 15th, 2006 3:16am] [ mood | no more. ] just came from the party and stuff...it was fun, the party was a success. go dance troupe! hahaha casey and ella were so hot kanina...i just realized that i have to wake up early cause there's cue tomorrow...hahahaha oh well...colleen will ride with me and we'll go to ate anne's birthday tomorrow! sorta excited i guess... but. when i was extremely having fun...something came up...does getting your heart broken twice count? shit man. first it was wednesday night and now friday night...just when i was totally over him cause i had someone else waaaaaaaaaaay better than him, that's when he told me what i wanted to hear...actually it wasn't what i wanted to hear but it was what i was waiting for...even if i managed to pull out a smile right infront of him and say that everything was alright, it actually wasn't. i dint wanna cry infront him. when he left i broke down into tears and a lot of people saw me...thankfully i had the bestest friends i could ever have and they were there for me...thanks meryll, colleen and amrvin. anyway...until the party ended i was still crying...i dont understand the fact that he only manged to tell me all these things now. common! give me a break! we see each other a lot of times and he only tells me when im having a lot of fun?!?! gosh...i felt really down...after this night, i saw my whole world clash right infront of my face. i can but i can't...what i mean is...i know i can get back up again but a part of me is telling me not too... i dont know why the hell this is happening to me. im never the girl. just the friend. and another thing is that...i dont know if the guy i extremely like still likes me...i think he still likes her...and maybe he's not just the one for me...but still...i cant sleep at night knowing that i wont be able to talk to him when i wake up...people are telling me this, and people are telling me that...i dont know what to believe anymore! im going mad. i cant take this anymore. ::: (0) CMNT

last saturday [Thursday July 13th, 2006 1:01am] [ mood | boo you ] wow last saturday was AFTER EDEN!!! hahahaha i had lots of fun, some of my friends had their gig...and i sang one song...hallelujah! :)) no school cause of the rain... it was the best...but........after last night, i realized that other people are just plain jerks...its like your putting your best effort into one thing and you come to realize that their not even lifting a finger. bullshit. what im trying to say is that when you do like someone and you start to thik that your really falling for them everything becomes easy and light...and after that you realize that that perosn likes someone else other than you...confused? maybe. forgive? no. i find all these things really crappy. i know that life gives shit. but who cares? the least they can do is be honest right? everything is shit. i mean, they can just say..."hey sorry but i think were just going to be friends from now on" rather than not saying anything at all and it makes you look stupid. :| people have no pity on me...ya ya i get the fact that there are others but still. it doesnt make you move on in a just a snap right? bullcrap. i cant take it anymore. people wont give me a fucking break. the least they can do is be honest. why do they have to leave me hanging? shit. i just realized that you weren't worth it after all. i hate this. ::: (0) CMNT

in ica's house [Tuesday July 4th, 2006 2:49pm] [ mood | bouncy ] am in ica's house right now!!! doing a project with trixie, ida, thea, nikki, and mars! hahahah we had this literature thingy...about the phillippines and its literature and stuff hahahahahahahaha!!! :)) wala lang...were just slacking off cause we finished everything so we ordered yellow cab and halo-halo! yummy noh?! hahahaha! i just remembered that i have cue later...we have no school today nga pala...we had this assembly for tha parents so we dont have classes...that why we decided to do all our so called "priorities" haha :) last saturday we watched superman returns with tommy, boom, the other tommy and his cousin...hahahaha we went home at around 2am already! and my cousin lost his jacket, i think he left it in the cab! waaaaaaaah! sayang cause its from adidas :( awww... so there thats it for now...i know i havent been updating my lj, but its aryt! i have excuse now right? its school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if only we dint hav to study!!!! :)) ::: (0) CMNT

death [Wednesday June 28th, 2006 5:34am] [ mood | feeling blue... ] what i feel? 241 ::: my favorite song i want to live forever inside your nights and days wish upon a silver cloud crawlin' cross the moonbeams a summer night in heaven between the stars and waves gaze across the ol' bonfire trample on my heartbeat i wanted to turn you on my favorite song wanted to be enar you but somebody owns you now i'll try to live somehow i love you with a fire ablaze until time's end but what good is a heart when it shudders to speak i guess it's too late now... wow...last week has been one of the longest weeks i've ever had in my whole life...by the way, i really liked that song! hahaha. :)) anyway...i joined cue drama...i think it really helps a lot, it gives you disipline and self- confidence...you need that right? hahaha so there...i've been really busy so i dont really have much time to update my lj and stuff... ::: (0) CMNT

school!!!! [Sunday June 18th, 2006 5:46am] [ mood | two trick pony ] hahaha last week we had three days of school and it was all orientations and we went home at 12pm in the afternoon...and whats so cool is i joined cue that colleen was telling me about! its super fun and i met alot of new people....Diane! Francine! Andy! Mae-C! and Mindy! wahahahaha and now am getting ready for our first week of "real" school...im really not excited at all. wow. and i just noticed that it was only colleen, trixie and i making noise. dude i swear! no one talks at all in class...hey! im use to all the noise from last year! hahaha one-one! oh and yeah yesterday we had cue from 9am to 5 in the afternoon! it was tiring but super fun...tsss dae made me audition, and i thought i wasnt going to anymore! hahaha yeah...then after i went to eastwood to meet up with myky, julia and rina...they left earlier so i was only with julia, tommy, mi, robin and marvin. i saw my friend kim with her friends. hahaha! she dint even recognized the people i was with except for one and so was i not knowing that the people she was with were the people we were with in Bedroom bar. hahahaha how silly of me...then my cousin dragged me all the way to malate to watch his friend's gig, it was kinda a waste cause they only played two songs...but anyhow, it was fun naman... I love TWO TRICK PONY!!! ----> Sandwich ::: (0) CMNT

school tomorrow and im not happy bout it! [Tuesday June 13th, 2006 6:46pm] [ mood | school!!! ] hahahahah first day of school tomorrow...no more summer! waaaah i really think that summer went by so fast. it was just like yesterday that we had our last day...awwwww :( and before we all know it, its gonna be our last year in high school...:(( awwww! i want our days to go by slower...hahahaha but at least we all get to see our friends again right? wonder what trouble am gonna get in to this year... ::: (0) CMNT

the concert's tomorrow, but im pissed today. [Wednesday May 31st, 2006 4:12pm] [ mood | pissed off ] cool, my friend mimi got some tickets for the Parokya ni Edgar concert...hehehe am excited! its 300pesos but its worth it cause its in the very front of the place and we get to go in before other people even go in.:) anyway...these past few days have been very tiring for me...i went to promenade yesterday to see my friends cause we havent even been seeing each other for a long time! hehehehe! but we left earlier than usual and i was extremely in bad mood cause of this certain person who had to say some stuff about my friends that really pissed me off like hell. >:( i mean common! how could you say all those stuff and at the same time calling them "your" friends if you dont even like 'em. well....i think that that is just bullcrap. there are a few decent people here on Earth and that person isnt one of them...that isnt the only reason why i got super annoyed, its like this...when your having a thing with this person, like for example the both of you are "mutual" or something...even if you arent officially boyfriend-girlfriend yet you kinda still have this little commitment that pertains to loyalty. it leads other people into thinking that they have a chance with you while your also getting into something with someone else. in our generation its... 1.liking someone 2.start to get to know him/her 3.becoming mutual(which is another alteration for courtship) 4.officially being together while in the olden times... 1.liking someone 2.becoming mutual, but not saying anything 3.courtship(where guys go to the girl's house and sing to them or ask the parents for permission if he could court the daughter) 4.officially being together see the difference? has anyone even heard of the word LOYALTY. its like an unspoken rule that even if you are not really together but sorta like that, you also have to be faithful because you are letting that person feel that somehow someway you wanna be with him or her. right? its choosing one person not choosing all of them and entertaining them all at the same time that not only one gets hurt but a lot. who knows?! maybe you wont even choose any of them. people now a days...they just have no respect at all...this dint happen to me...this is HAPPENING to my friend who i have to protect before she realizes that he just isnt a decent guy...maybe he doesnt even wanna commit. HE'S stupid. he's stupid cause he just doesnt realize what a great girl she is. if he plays with her...i swear i will really kick his ass. ::: (0) CMNT

something i wanna mention that really got to me... [Monday May 29th, 2006 3:19pm] i was watching this thingy in tv and there was this girl who wanted to say sorry to the guy she liked casue i think they a quarrel and stuff...her bestfriend said... "kahit deadmahin ka pa, o kahit hindi ka niya pansinin..at least nasabi mo na ang gusto mong sabihin..." that really helped me...la lang...just fro the people who thought that they made a wrong move and shit, all you have to do is remeber that line. ::: (0) CMNT

tired [Monday May 29th, 2006 3:09pm] [ mood | tsss whatever ] hmmm...last friday we went boxing in smashbox and i became super tired...that night i went to eastwood with nitrate and we id a lot of crazy stuff and shit!!! hahahaha...then the next day i was like super tired to death. my joints were so freaking sore! well even until now i still feel the pain. :) then on saturday there was a party in kapitolyo casue our friend tommoy is gonna leave for states on june1 or 6 so were making the best out of it! it was really fun and we did all sorts of weird and funny stuff. my cousin got super drunk so i had to help him going home. :)) it was super funny...he passed out on the carpet just like i did the night we came from bagaberde :)) its in the blood! our family has a knack for passing out on carpets hahahahaha :)) oh yeah and last thursday we had the welcome back thingy for caste! and i had fun...mark tought me how to do the drums thing and it was super easy for anyone...but super hard for me! :)) and it was a whole lota fun...caste, john, jus, mark, jc, louie, ino, jake rod, marvin, lawrence, julia, mills, migs and our little friend karl went.:)it was a surprise that even this person went...super weird. o_O cause he never really shows up and stuff. so i was surprised that he even had time to go and all that shit. ::: (0) CMNT

hair? [Wednesday May 24th, 2006 3:16pm] [ mood | thanks Mic! ] dude i swear...its tomorrow! the "jammin'-with-nitrate-here-in-the-house" thingy...am excited!!! wehehehe =P later my cousin and i are going to podium and were gonna watch x-men three.:) hehehe were really bored being trapped here in the house for the longest time...i dont think i can last a week not going out of the house...im more of a "hey-lets-go-out!" kind of person rather than "shut-up-im-gonna-stay-in-my-room-and-watch-tv" one hehehe =P am also gonna help my cousin with his hair...cause he wants cool highlights and stuff...he wants to make sure that nothing goes wrong so that his girlfriend wont lose attraction towards him anymore!!! hahahahahahaha! silly...so yeah there...i guess i could drop by in podium...havent really been going there that much anymore...i think its been 3 months already since ive been there.:) hahaha i guess i miss it. it also buys me time to hang out with my cousin...our age gaps arent that big, just a year. :) so we click a lot...i dunno but, this year i actually got to know my cousin Mic so much.:) we go on gimmicks together...he brings me with him whenever he has gimmicks, and i bring him too.:) which is super cool! :) hahaha :)) lets just say he's my dad's new adopted son! hahahahaha he's sorta like my brother since we live in the same house...ive known him my whole life...and he's known me his whole life.:) funny right? i swear! we could'nt stand each other when we were young...but its cool that we now share secrets and stuff...hahah:)) he asks me about girls and i ask him about buys. "simple math." i guess i thank him so much for all the memories we had and believe it or not he has always been there for me...especially through times when i had hardships and i felt that i could'nt get up anymore...he would always be there for me and give me a helping hand.:) i love my cousin Mic.:) this is what he told me that made me stay strong... "Sinimulan mo...Tapusin mo..." becuase of that...i learned to do my best, word hard and not care about what other people say.:) i have Mic to thank for all that...he made my life worthwhile...:) ::: (1) CMNT

hey i got an invitation! [Tuesday May 23rd, 2006 7:13pm] [ mood | cooooolll!!!!! ] hahaha this is so cool...i was watching tv and i saw this show that featured a restaurant somewhere in mandaluyong that was so cool. Galileo Enoteca...and i emailed the owner so that i could ask where the exact location of this place. i found i so interesting cause the place looked so cool, it had paitings everywhere and it makes you feel like your eating in italy. when i emailed her, she replied and told me the address...its so cool cause she was super friendly and she told me to txt her when i eat there.:) hahahaha! the i got this email, and i had an Evite Invitation from Galileo Enoteca, inviting me to go their wine tasting event in Metrowalk. of course i found that super cool!!! hahahahaha the fact that Vanni gave me an invite to that event with adults and stuff...hehehe :P i know its kinda "mababaw" but i find her super nice. ::: (0) CMNT

exhausted. [Tuesday May 23rd, 2006 6:36pm] [ mood | dont know, dont care ] waaah! im super tired...talk about getting into a custom of always leaving the house...in other words "gimicks" i swear. last night i went to eastwood cause my friend was leaving for europe today, and i wanted to see her before she leaves! am really gonna miss her! hehehehe and we went home late and no one was opening the gate, so i had to climb over it! hahahahaha wtf? the benefits of being a former cheerleader. hahahaha see what hardcourt can do? yeah! i miss them by the way. :( anyway...ive been betting no sleep at all cause ive been sleepinga t around 3am fo the apst weeks and its really killing me...i dunno insomnia i guess? haha. :P and i really have nothing to do at all...hello? if i go out again, then its gonna make me more exhausted, which will really kill me. sooooooo that means, stay at home, sleep, eat and watch tv...update my live journal...take a bath...take a piss...poo...and chat. hahahahaha i guess even if i stay at home i get to to do a lot of stuff too!!! whahahaahhaa. so since am not in the bathroom, am not in hungry mode, and am not sleepy, am just updating my journal.:) and chatting with lourdes, derrick, jose, and am in a confe with john, jus, and mark...waha nitrate amp. :> hahahahaha! isnt so damn obvious that ma bored to my skull? i so dont know what to do. besides reading Joyluck club by amy tan for our selection in second year...i think id rather bum around... i just remembered that i had to buy some school stuff before school starts..and i havent even done one single trip to national bookstore:)) or a new bag....or new school shoes!!! oh whatever who cares...anyway...i feel like going out...just not today...hahahaha talk about beiong really malabo. oh and for the people who ar eading this, what i mean is people i know...there's gonna be this get together thingy at my house...you better im me for the details cause its extremely important and its on thursday already...i really need your help! and i need people to come or else it wouldnt work out!! so there! im me for the detials please!!! this invite is for the following people: 1.retrospect, colleen, louise and trixie 2.loud bananas 3.people who are close to caste 4.Nitrate Hay nako basta! you know naman who you people are. ::: (0) CMNT

[Monday May 22nd, 2006 1:40am] [ mood | si ino wahahaha! ] yehey!!! ino was mentioned raw! :)) wahahahahaha! ka chat ko ngayon eh...he's happy that he was mentioned!!! hooooooraaay INO! :)) ::: (1) CMNT

bored. [Monday May 22nd, 2006 1:00am] [ mood | *bored mode* ] waaaah! im super bored and its like 1pm in the morning...been sleeping lately, so i wake up at around 1 or 2pm in the afternoon so i waste half of my day! summer is starting to end so quickly and it was just like yesterday we were having our last test of the year which was math...hahahaha! im not really missing school, and if it was ok not to go to school at all then i wont! hahahaha! common' freedom of speech as sir contreras liked to say with Article3...waaaah...isnt it obvious that am really bored right now? *hmph* well....let's see...am chatting with lourdes, ino and caste right now hahahaha! oh yeah! dude! caste is coming back on the 24th! wahooo!!! we miss caste na! i bet he's having fun with all the shopping he's having there in singapore...i wanna try going to japan! parang its so cool cause its super technology-ish! :> hahahaha! woah! i want to go around asia and stuff! speaking off caste he just im-ed hahaha la lang! i have nothing much to say so am really just typing stuff here... oh dude! am super poor in load and i just recieved dome its really cool! i can txt now! hahahaha! anyway...Nitrate will jam with me this thursday! wahoooo! hehehehe =P i find it super cool! waaah i think i still have this nervous feeling from last friday! hahaha! but i wished that meryll, ali, klar, and lourdes would've watched it! i think it would've made me feel more at ease. :) i just realized that i havent been saying my bestfriend klar lately...i totally miss her!!! i really wish i could see her again. :) i miss you kleng kleng! hahahahahahahahahaha sama ko! cute naman nung nickname na yun eh! anyway...my friend will be leaving for europe on thursday and am really going to miss her...even though i only got to know her when i last went to bora, i think i got to know her really well! im gonna miss patty! bumalik ka bruha! :)) kidding! and were going out tomorrow before she leaves...*hint*hint*pasalubong*hint* wahahaha!!! i just remebered na kasama ko siya when she shopped for her jacket and her bag! :> hahaha...so there...i got nothing to type anymore...\m/ ::: (2) CMNT

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